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Wednesday, December 5th, 2007
1:40 pm
I'd like to say that im in love. In fact i'd love to say that i'm in love. but i'm scared. She tells me she loves me and believe her whole-heartedly. But at times she just seems so far away. This morning i woke up beside her and was afraid to reach over and stroke her face.
what does that mean for me? for us?
Am i just being paranoid? I don't know.
Am i really as immature as everyone says i am?

There may be 10 years of age maturity-wise between us. but does that neccesarily mean that i'm immature? Or simply that im not As mature as her.

I want so badly to fall completely in love with her, but i just feel scared and maybe that's good. Fear, making sure that i know what i'll be getting into and making me be sure that it's what i want. We're not even dating yet and already she loves me and i have seriously fallen for her. but will i ever be able to reach the point of saying I Love you and meaning it with my whole heart, or will differences between us be too much.

it's bad. i'm doing it again, weddings, babies, moving in together. all those ideas are being kicked around and it's getting scary. i'm invested now and i can't and never want back out. But how can she say that she loves me romantically but that i'm too immature for her to date. I want so badly to be where she is but will i ever be able to reach that point? will i ever be mature enough for her?

Women! Ugh...Can't Live With Them...
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Sunday, June 10th, 2007
1:24 am
Well my lads and lasses i have returned from my world tour! And By world tour i mean my trip down to the states becuase hey! they consider themselves the whole world:P

It was muchos fun! i got a new camera like the day before i went away so there are many pictures! lol. most of them are of random views of the grand conyon and few pictures of cute little aminals!

So we left ottawa on the 28th(2 weeks ago monday)and after 6 hours of travelling and a half hour drive 15 -minute check-in we were lounging in our Hilton Hotel Room. I'll say one thing for 'em the hilton knows how to do a hotel room up nice:) Those rooms are freakin nice!

The very first night we went to the "Excalibur" hotel to see the "Tournament Of Kings" it was wicked. a mediveal times like place only soo much better cause, well it just is! We we in the dragon section. Hence that makes us evil somehow...(Jacky, Don't tell chase that one:P). Our team lost though:( The Irish king won which i can settle for cause hey! drunkards rock! The second night in vegas we went to A restaurant called "Benihana" It was the tremendously wicked japanese restaurants. One of those ones were you have the chef right at your table and he cooks all the food right there!(i have pictures if ya wanna see some). It was awesome and our chef was HI-Larious!!

After that we drove up to a little town in arizona called Tusayan. One restaurant we ate at in there was an Italian restaurant called "Spaghetti Western" which right off the bat akes it awesome. the funniest thing ever: An Italian Restaurant Set In America's Old West, Owned and Operated by Natives. What a crazy place this was!! We took an all-day tour from there that took us down into some caves(I Have mannny Pictures!) and it also took us to the bottom of the canyon where the temperature was 119 degrees Fareinheight!!!! That's 49 degrees celsius!! Dear God it was amazing cause they have like no humidity!!!

From there it was on to page to meet up with the family and head to Zion In Utah. We knew the holy city was in a mormon state....awkward... it was kewl. we did some major tiring hiking, but it was soooo worth it! On the day we left Zion we stopped by this store and i left that store extremely happy sporting a new comboy hat! i'll post pictures later...either here or on facebook, but prolly facebook.

After getting the hat we made our way to Bryce National Park, where it was snowing!!! Snowing for god's sake! Snowing in June in The deep south?! Like honestly WTF kinda shit is that! it was crazy! it was right around this point i get to the point where i start to want to be back home. Not cause of the snow just cause i'd had enough of bein away. so we spent a day in bryce and had a wonderful drive back to vegas on friday. Then mom and dad went to the Barry Manilow concert. and while there were down there i bought myself Ghost Rider on the Tv and relaxed and did dick all. I slept well last night knowing that i was heading home the next day.

And now here i am after a long day of flying and after getting up at 7:00am i am still awake and i think that this maybe is not good. so i will go to sleep now and finally rest in silence in my own bed.

Later Dayz!!
-Geoff

current mood: Feeling At One With My Bed
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Thursday, May 10th, 2007
9:12 am - Echos From Past, Haunt His Daily Steps
Good Morning Ladies And Gents! It Has Been a Rather Long Hiatus. Well I Suppose It's Not Really A Hiatus As A Total Absense...

Well Today For My Epic Return, We Start With A Poem...

I thought about you yesterday,
Well I think about you everyday.
It's not like i cant be without you
It's just I can't see myself without you.

I see your blue eyes among
the rain drops falling around me.
It's amazing how every little thing
just reminds me of you.

The sound of the wind,
Reminds me of your steady breathing.
The music I play on my stereo,
always plays our inside jokes.

The sound of the rain on my window,
sounds like the constant taping you do.
The slightest brush from someone's hand,
sends me through memories of your soft touch.

I thought about you yesterday,
Well I think about you everyday.
It's not like I cant be without you,
It's just that I cant see myself without you.

Now I'm Not Even Sure Where That Came From. I Found It On My Old Compy And It Just Seem To Fit With The General Feel Of The Past Few Weeks. Hence I Have Decided To Share, Because I Like It Muchly.

NOW!! Onto The Body Of This Entry! What To Say, What To Say. Well For One, School Is Now Over For The Year And The Fruits Of My Second Term Labor Equals Out To An A+ And One Pass, Followed Horrifyingly by 3 F's. Hurray For Me! Not That I Really Cared. This Last Year Has Been...Messed Up To Say The Least lol. Now I Spend My Days Perfecting My Sleep Cycle(Like That'll Ever Happen), And Rockin Out The Graveyard Shift At Rockwell's.

In Travel News, Im Heading Down To Arizona, Las Vegas, And Perhaps Texas This Year. Im Kinda Excited, Cept For The Fact That It A Big Like Dad's Side Of The Family Trip. Not That I Mind That Much, It's Just...I Dunno, It's...Family? Granted I Love The Travel Bit. It's The Not Being Able To Legally Drink Or Gamble That Throws Me More.

Now I Think The Most Pressing Is How Much I Am Getting Restless In This Gosh-darn City. Which Is Why I Have Decided To Take A Break For A While. I Was Thinking Of Headin To New Zealand For 3-4 Months. That Or Scotland Cause Hey, When Daily Conversation Brings You To Your Knees, What Else Do You Need In Life? That Or Do The Good 'Ol Fashioned Backpack Across Europe. In That Case I Will Need To Recruit Some Excited, Adventure Seeking World Wanders To Join Me On My Quest.

Well This Is Me Signing Off For Now. Hopefully It Will Not Be A Multide Of Months Before We Hear From Me Again:P

current mood: Wandering And Wondering
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Saturday, September 16th, 2006
2:44 am
Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously.
Anything.
A story, a secret, a confession, an apology, a fear, a love - anything. Whatever you want.
Be sure to post anonymously and honestly.
Post twice if you'd like.
Then, put this in your LJ to see what your friends (and perhaps others who you don't even realize read your LJ) have to say.
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2:35 am
Ever The Same

We were drawn from the weeds
We were brave like soldiers
Falling down under the pale moonlight
You were holding to me
Like a someone broken
And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me
Tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you forever in me
Ever the same

We would stand in the wind
We were free like water
Flowing down
Under the warmth of the sun
Now it's cold and we're scared
And we've both been shaken
Hey, look at us
Man, this doesn't need to be the end

Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

You may need me there
To carry all your weight
But you're no burden I assure
You tide me over
With a warmth I'll not forget
But I can only give you love

Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be
Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same
Call on me
I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me
Forever it's you
Forever in me
Ever the same

Forever with you
Forever in me
Ever the same(Ever the same)


I Love You Baby.

current mood: Broken Down
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Friday, August 25th, 2006
12:51 am - Fortune Favors The Finder Of All Things...
News Flash! PSP System Found Errant At A Bus-Stop. Found By Young Enthusiastic Ottawa Boy! (ie, Geoff Is Exceptionally Excited)

So Apparently I Have Been Neglecting This "Livejournal" Invention. I Have Decided To At Least Post One More Time Before The Summer Is Out.

So Kim And Waban Are On Their Honeymoon. Like Holy Shit! They Haven't Even Known Each Other A Full Year Yet And Their Pregnant And Married. Yeesh! The Ceremony Went Very Well. Jade Of Course Cried. Lol. The Clothing Deteis Made Looked Really Nice. Jade looked Good In Her Dress Even Though She May Have Hated It. Lol.

Jadems And I Just Hit 3 Months And Still Going Strong. I Didn't Think I Could Ever Be As Happy As I Am Right Now Again. And She Has A Cell-Phone Again So Here Go My Text Message Expenses Again lol.

School Is Startin Again Monday. Dear God Did That Sneak Up On Me. It Feels Like Just Last Week I Landed Back In Ottawa After Europe. I Don't Even Know If I'm Ready For This. Like Holy Crap, This Is My Last Year Of College And Then...What? I Have No Freakin Clue!

This Past Few Months I've Become Rather Enamored Upon The Idea Of Moving Out Next Year After School, So That Means I Gotta Start Saving. It's Not That I Don't Like My House It's Just I Want Out. I Wanna Get A Pet And I Wanna Just Live Away From My Parents...Yeah, That'll Be Nice.

I Guess Thats Everything Worth Mentioning At The Time. More Will Come Later.

Later Dayz!!
~*Cts-Akw*~

current mood: Clam Happy
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Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
9:14 pm - H.A.R.E.M. - Humans Against Reckless Emo-posting Monstrosities
STOP THE EMO-POSTING!!!! GOD!

If you can't stand the thought of someone comment on what you've said. It can't be worth posting it that much. If it will hurt too much to have someone comment and tell you to "wake up" or "stop being so stupid" then make it a fuckin private entry.

Join the H.A.R.E.M. @ www.getoveryourself.com
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Friday, June 16th, 2006
12:47 am - Postcards! Get Your Postcards Here!!
Here We Go Folks! The Following Is A List Of Places That I Will Be In The Order That I'll Be In Them. Tf You Want Postcards From Any Of The Following Places Just Comment It Up With Ur Mailing Adress And Where Ya Want Postcards From. Also If There's Some Kinds Trinkety Stuff That Ya Want From Anywhere Let Me Know. And As A Note, No I Cant Bring You Weed From Holland, Sadly.

1. Madrid, Spain
2. Barcelona, Spain
3. Nice/Monte Carlo, France
4. Florence/Pisa, Italy
5. Rome, Italy
6. Naples, Italy
7. Mykonos, Greece
8. Santorini, Greece
9. Athens, Greece
10. Dubrovnik, Croatia
11. Venice, Italy
12. Hauge(Sp?), Holland

Tis Gonna Be Crazy! I Expect Much People Crying When I Leave And Everyone Must Be Waiting With Millions Of Banners And Hugs When I Get Back.

current mood: Slowly Ticking To Implosion
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Thursday, June 15th, 2006
11:58 pm - So Pleased Was He, Twas Her He Teased...
Just An Update From My Last Post, I Did Get Peppers Tickets. Yay! This Is Gonna Be One Great Summer/Year. Speaking Of A Great Summer. I'm Leaving The Homeland Earth In Only 11 Days People! I Have A List Of Places Im Going, They Will Be Included In A Seperate Post.

Last Thursday Saw The Retirement Party For My Mum And Her Boss. It Was Really Well Organized, Some Great People Spoke The Food Was Quite Good. The Bag-Piper Was A Great Touch. Good 'Ol Scottish People. I Also Discovered That A Whole Freakin Low Of Red Wine And Homemade Chocolates Do Not Mix...Even A Little Bit. I Was Feeling Pretty Good For A While There...Then It Got Bad...Fast. Lol. It Wasnt Too Pretty. After I Was Home For Awhile The Pretty Part Of My Life Called And She And And Ty Picked Me Up To Go Driving. Woke Up Hang-Over-less! Heroic Action!!

Had A Best Buy Meeting At 7:30 Again. Ughh. It Was A Good Meeting Though. Jade Met Me At Second After Work Again
And We Headed Back To My Place To wait For Ty To Get Us And Go Campin. We Watched Ice Age And Hung Out Until Like 3-4 O'Clock When Ty Picked Us Up. We Got McDicks And Booze Then Headed To The Campsite. We Hung Out For A Bit, Lit A Campfire, Played Some Cards, Did Camp Stuff. Then We Started Watching 'Fox And The Hound' In The Trailer Cause A Skunk Showed Up. Ty Had Had Too Much To Drink And Went To Bed Part Way Through And As Usual Jade And I Stayed Up Until All Hours Of The AM.

Monday We Went To Parc Omega. Its Like A Driving Safari Thing. It Was Tres Wicked! We Drove Around And Got Some Booze. Then We Got Horribly Lost On The Way Back. After 2 Hours I Was So Fucking Bored And Dying To Get Back To "Geoff Music". Tom Petty And Pink Floyd Rot My Skull. And After 2 Hours I was Ready To Kill. We Finally Got Back And...My Psp Battery was Dead. No Geoff Music. I Had A Beer, Some Food And Tried To Relax. We Lit A Fire, Ty Started To Work His Way Through A Bottle Of Vanilla Smirnoff. Jade Was Feelin Sick So She Didn't Have Any. Ty Had All But A Tumbler Of The Bottle. Needless To Say We Had A "Fun" Night. Jade And I Once Again We're Up Til The Wee Hours Of The AM.

Tuesday We Packed Up And Drove Home. Another "Fun" Car Drive. I Went To Work For A Short Shift. Went Home, Made Plans With Jade To Hang Out The Next Day. And Thus Followed A Very Uneasy Night Of Sleep. Woke Up Feeling Like Crap With 20 Minutes Til I Had To Work. Greeeeat. Work Was Boring But As Sad As I Am To Admit It...Coke Saved My Life. Once Again, Jade Met Me At Second Cup(They May Get To Know Us At This Rate), Back To My Place For Fun, Pizza, And The Watching Of LotR-FotR And Most Of LotR-TT. I Couldn't Manage To Tric...Persuade Her To Stay The Night So We Walked To The Bus, Missed It Waited A While then My Dad Offered To Drive Her Home. Finally Got A Good Night Sleep Lol.

Then Today Was Mum And Peter's Retirement Tea. A Chance To Say Good-Bye To All The Patients And Other Folks. It Was Good. We Went To T And The 4 J's Place For Dinner And I Got To Meet Hudson The Border Collie. Such A Cutie, But My God Is He A Nippy Fellow. Yeooch! Lol. Food Was Good, Came Home, Now I Am Chillaxin.

STOP THE "EMO-POSTING"!!!.ca

Later Dayz!!
~*Cts-Akw*~

current mood: Reasonable To Good
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Thursday, June 1st, 2006
12:17 am - Rings Of Jade And Sapphire Eyes...
Wow This Whole Posting More Often Thing, Isn't As Easy As It Sounds*Tugs At Collar* (Just A Warning...This MAY Be A Long One)

So Jade Ty And I Went Camping. It Was Pretty Wicked. We Got There, Unpacked A Bit And Then Went On A Quest For Beer. We Wandered Around For A While And Ended Up In East Hawkesbury. So After Like 2 Hours Of Wandering We Headed Back To The Site And Drove Into Quebec To Get Booze. We Played Some Cards And Drank A Bit, Then Ty Went To Bed. Jade And I Stayed Up And Played Hangmen For A While. Then We Got Into Bed And Talked Til Like 3-4 AM. Second Day We Lounged Around All Day By A Fire, Played Malarky In The Morning And Ty Made Breakfast. At Night We Sat Around The Fire And Played With The Little Spark-Cap Things. Then Ty Told Us A Story And Spooked Jade. It Was Priceless. We Played Some Games, Drank Some More And Once Again Ty Headed Off To Bed And Jade And I Cuddled And Chatted Till Late In The Morning. We Packed Up And Left The Next Day. Stopped At Wendy's Then Dropped Jade Off And Headed Home For Sleep.

Friday I Was Called In Early To Work Cause Ben Called In Sick(Not Unexpectedly), And Stayed Late. Luckily Ty And Jade Picked Me Up After Work And We Drove Around For A Bit. Then Ty's Mom Found Out Wade Had Gone To Stay At A Friend's Place And The Shite Hit The Fan And We Had To Go Home.

Sunday Was The Balloon Fight...I Mean Best Buy Meeting That Involved Balloon Tossing And A Mini-Balloon Fight. We Did Media Olympics Involving...Timed Farming, On The Floor In 24 Drill, And We Were Supposed To Do A 3rd But We Ran Outta Time. Then We Basically Wrapped It Up, Gave Out The Awards And Then We Were Out. FREE SWAG!! I Stopped By Blockbuster And Picked Up 'Mists Of Avalon' And Then Met Jade At Second Cup. We Headed To My Place And Watched Some Movies, Had Some Fun And Then We Taught Jade How To Eat A Lobster. Lol. Soooo Funny To Watch! Jade Also Met One Of My Favorite Of My Mum Friends Lynn. It Was Pretty Cool. Lynn Even Offered To Drive Her Home.

Monday And Tuesdays Plans Got All Screwy So I Ended Up Doing Shite Around The House Including Getting The Pool Open! Its Already At 75 Degrees!! By The Weekend, It Will Be Perfect For Swimming!! Yay!!

Wednesday Got Up At Like 11 And Tried Calling Jade Like I Said I Would. Nothing. She Calls Me Back At 12. She Showered Up Got Ready And Called To Say She Was Leaving At....2:15!!! Then She Didn't Get Here Until 4:45!! Yeesh. She Was Delayed By Adams Mother. Lol. Poor Jadey. So We Ended Up Watching "We're Back". A Surprisingly Funny Movie Aboot Dinosaurs, Then We Got Halfway Through "Howl's Moving Castle" Before Dinner, Then We Finished Up Watching It. I Walked Jade To The Bus. While Waiting, Some Crazy Drunk Guy Who Apparently Had Been In Unnumbered Fists Fights That Night Needed To Make Some Cash Ad Tried To Sell Me A Bike For $40, All The While Hitting On Jade And Such. It Was Hilarious!

Well Folks! The Advent Of The Month Of June Means That The Countdown To Take-Off Has Begun! Only 27 Days Until Im Off To Madrid, A Mediterranean Cruise, And Holland! Everyone MUST Be Jealous! No Exceptions! Ladies And Gents I'm Also Taking Postcard Requests! As Well As Souvenir Requests. In A Little Bit Ill Posts A List Of Stops So Those Of You Who Want Postcards Can Even Choose Where To Get Them From!!

Looks Like Theres A RHCP Concert Coming Up! I Really Hope The Tickets Arnt Too Expensive Because I Would LOOOOOVE To Go.

And As A Semi-Addendum For Those Of You Who Haven't Caught On Yet...JADE AND I ARE TOGETHER NOW!! If I Were A Girl That Would Prolly Be Some Form Of *SQUEEEEEE*. *Ahem* But Im Not. A Virgo Male And Scorpio Woman Have Been Joined In "Sexual Combustibility". Lol Silly Poster.

(Turns Out This Post Is Aboot Normal Size....Whoops)

Later Dayz!!
~*Cts-Akw*~

current mood: Back On Top Of The World
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Thursday, May 18th, 2006
1:49 am - Quietly Their Hearts Grew Closer...
It's Been A Crazy Couple Of Days. Let Me Tell You(This Could Take Awile, So Be Warned). It Began On A Dark Stormy Night...

So I Was Sittin Around At Home Tuesday Waiting For 6 O'clock To Roll Around And My Ride To The OLP Concert To Come. At Like 3 My Mom Calls From Work And Tells Me That We're Getting I Have A Hair Appointment With Her At 12:15 On Friday. Lol My Mom's A Nutball. And Also That Ill Have To Cook Dinner Tonight And Chuck The Leftovers In The Fridge so They Could Eat Dinner When She And Dad Got Home. So At Like 5 to 6 Teri Showed Up And 10 After 6 Tyler Showed Up With Roksana. We Got The Hooch At The LCBO And Were Off!

We Got A Bit Lost On The Way But Still Made It In Plenty Of Time. We Found Our Seats. Sooo Good Front Row Just Outside The Pit. They Had 3 Openers: Pedestrian - They Were Purdy Good, Jets Overhead - They Were Kinda 'Meh', And Worst Of All Was Neverendind White Lights. It Was 2 Hour Opening! Like Holy Shite! If You Get A Good Band Sure! But 3 Bands That Only Combine Into A Reasonably Good Performance? NU UNH! Then OLP Got Onto Stage And The Joy Began! They Played Absolutely Flawlessly! Best Concert I've Ever Been Too. At One Point Raine Hopped Off The Stage And Wandered Around The The Whole Crowd Let Like Everyone Touch Him. It Was Wicked. The Poor Secirity Gaurd Had To Follow Him Around The Whole Way! Poor Guy. When They Did "Wipe That Smile Off Your Face" He Grabbed An American Flag With Stars Replaced By Assorted Corporate Logos And Totally Bashed George Bush. It Was Beautiful, I Think He Got The Audience So Riled Up And Charged That If He Had Said So They Would Have Marched On The States To Protest. It Was Such A Beautifully Powerful Experience. They Played Soo Many Of My Favorite Songs Mostly Clumsy And Suprman's Dead, But Overall, Having Them Play 4AM, THAT Was The Kicker. After The Concert We Dropped Teri And Roksana Off And Headed Back To Ty's.

So Ty And I Found A Place To Drink And I Had Nearly A Full Mickey Of Vanilla Rum. And Ty Had A 6-Pack Of Blue. All In Like 15-20 Minutes. I Was Preeetty Wasted. Got Home To Ty's Had Some Water And Passed Out On His Couch In The Basement. Woke Up, Had Some Pizza Thing For Breakfast, And Started The Job Of Calling People To Hang Out With Us. It Was Looking Grim Til We Got Ahold Of Deathbra. I Was MSNing Sarah Aboot Comin Over, She Said She'd Talk To Nick And Get Back To Me. Deathbra Came Over And Right Then Jade Called. So We Headed Off. On The Way Sarah Called And We Swang By And Picked Her Up.

We Watched Hoodwinked At Ty's And Hng Out For A Bit. Then Instead Of Picking A New Movie We Choose To Play Scene It. Yay! We Played Like Three Times...I Never One:( After We Played One Game...Deathbra Had To Leave. Booo. But Then Nick Showed Up. We Played So More Scene It And Ordered Pizza. Nick Had To Leave To Be Home By 10. So We Said Buh-Bye To Nick And Heellooo To Drivin To Kimmies. We Hung Our For A While, Got Bored And Jetted Off Again!

We Drove Around Lookin For A Place To Go For A Nature Walk Like Last Time. We Found....The Beaver Trail. A Path That Connects To The Path Where Jannifre Teague Was Found.*Tugs At Collar* We Walked Aboot 20 Meters In And Kept Spooking Each Other So We Turned Around And Left. We Drove Around A Bit, I Thought We Were Heading To Another Trail But Instead We Drove Ended Up Driving Jade Home. Booooo! Oh Well, Walked Her To Her Door And Then We Drove Off Again. We Had To Head Back To Ty's To Get The Spectro-gel And Then Headed Back To Drop Sarah Off. On The Way We Got Pulled Over Doing 90 In A 60 Zone. Crazily Enough That's Not Y They Pulled Us Over! Apparently There Was A "Suspicious Incident" In The Area. Weird! So We Dropped Sarah Off, Then Lil 'Ol Me.

Thas All I Got For Now Except That I Am So Excited To Be Going Camping Next Week. It Is Gonna Be Soo Incredibly Awesome! Love To My Campin Buddies!

QotD:
Geoff: "I watched it with Chris, Andrew and Katie."
Tyler: "Or as I like to call them... Chraaaaandie."

Later Dayz!!
~*Cts-Akw*~

current mood: Life Is Going Well
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Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
12:56 am - All Alone He Fights The Darkness, Hoping That She'll Bring Him Home...
Im Gonna Double Up On Posts Here Cause I Never Updated On Saturday As I Had Meant To.

Saturday: Ok So We Had Sorta Made Temporary Plans To Do Somethign saturday Seeing As Ty Couldnt Go Downtown With Us On Monday. So A Movie Was Cosen As The Activity. Ty Had To Work Til 4 And Kim Til 6 So We Chose To Go See "Thank You For Smoking" At 7:35 @ the AMC.

Ty Decided To Drag A 4th person Along...Becca. She Apparently Went To Merivale, But I Dont Recognize Her, In The Slightest. No Worries Though She Was Really Cool. So We were In the Theatre And Like In the Opening Credits, Jade Calls Me And I Pick-up And Whisper That We're In the Movie Or Something Loike That Lol. 1 hHr Or So Later She Calls Back Lol. Luckily Having Seen It B4 I Knew We Were At A "Boring" Part And Left To Chat With Her. So She Wants To Hang Out After The Movie Which Is Kewl.

So After The Movie We Drop Becca Off At Home And Head For Jade's Grannies. Kim Gets Tired On The Way (Silly Pregos!) So We Drop Her Off At Home First And Then Swing By And Grab Jade. We Drove Around For A While Til Like 11:30 And Then Ended Up Going For A Walk In Some Woods. It Was Kinda Romantic And Scary At The Same Time. We Got Lost And Ended Up Getting Her Home A Little Late. Oh Well. Walked Her To Her Door Then Headed Home.

Monday: Got Downtown At Aoot 3:15 To Find Jade Already There(And I Thought I Was Gonna Be Early Lol). So We Hung Out And Waited For Everyone To Trickle On In. By The End All In Attendance Were: Me, Jade, Sarah & Nick, Mal, And Debra. Kim And Waban Cancalled But Offered There Place As A BBQ Hang-Out For After.

We Wandered Around The Mall A While Then Sarah Brought Up My Want To get Pierced So We Talked For A Bit Then Headed Off. Wandered Around And Eventually We Ended Up At Planet Ink. Instead Of My Ears I Got My Eyebrow Pierced. Everyone Seemed To Like It. Jade Seemed Really Excited When I Suggested The Eyebrow.

This Is My New Eyebrow )

We Headed Off To Bubblicity. Debra Had To Part Ways. We Ordered Bubble Tea And Chilled For Awhile. Jade, Hun, You Drive Me Sooo Totally Crazy. Nick And Sarah Had To Go Soon Enough. We Met Up With Jade's Friend Jason And Headed Off To Kim's. We Stayed For A While, Watched Corpse Bride And Then Headed Home. A Great Day I Must Say.

Later Dayz!!
~*Cts-Akw*~

current mood: Feelin Charged Up
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Wednesday, May 10th, 2006
11:30 pm - Her Heart Was Frozen, But His Soul Took Flight...
What A Crazy Day It Has Been My Lovely People.

It Started When I Decided I Would Pull An All-Nighter For No Apparent Reason. I Did Eventually Go To Sleep At Like 6AM Only To Wake Up Later At Noon. I Lounged Around For A While And Then Decided To Get Dressed, Hop On My Bike And Go Out, And Thus Begins My Great Day!

First Was A Stop By Best Buy To Poke Around A Bit. I Ended Up Buying A Chili Peppers CD(Californication), And Just Browsing Around. It Was Fun Then I Made With The Evac And Continued On My Way.

Next Was A Stop By The Bank To Check My Balance And Get A Student Visa Card Form. I Filled It Out And Handed It Back And Was Told I Would Have To Come Back In Aboot 45 Mins To Speak With Someone. So I Went Over To HMV And Guess What?! I Finally Found A CD Of 'Reggie And The Full Effect'!!! I was Soo Happy! *Ahem* So Went Biking For A While And Came Back Just In Time For The Battery On My PSP To Die. I Talked To A Guy For 5 Mins! I Waited 45 To Talk To Some Guy For 5 Mins! Oh Well.

The Third And Last Stop Was Merivale Mall. I Picked Up Some Cash For Life Tickets And Poked Around Kutters. Theres A Nasty-Viscous New Sword There - Looks Wicked Bad. Then I Headed Down To Sport Check And Finally Used My Gift Card To Buy A Water Bottle And Bell. I Was Gonna Buy A Kick-Stand Too But All They Had Were Girly Ones. Funny Thing Happened... Some Dumbass Kid Tried To Steal A Bike From Outside The Store And Another Guy Chased Him Down On A Bike A Dragged Him Back. It Was Funny, Like What An Idiot. I Stopped By Carleton Cards And Picked Up A Mother's Day Card And Headed Home.

It's Been A Good Day. I Hope Tomorrow Is Just As Good. Also I'm Looking For Any And All People Who Wanna Do Something Next Week As A Big Group. I Dunno What Yet, But Something Outside And Fun, Yet Relaxing. Any Ideas?

Later Dayz!!
~*Cts-Akw*~

current mood: Havin A Great Day
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4:25 am
So At Aboot 2 Yesterday, Lauren Called To Hang Out Cause She Was In The Area With Her Mom getting Her ISIC Card(redundancy!!) So They Came And get Me And We Were Off! We Stopped By The Train Station To Pick Up Her Card Then Headed Off To Her Place.

When We Got There We Watched Rules Of Attraction And Played Some Pool. Then We Played Some Risk In Her Room (I Won!). After We Went Outside And Played Some Mock B-Ball. Then We Just Sat Around In Her Driveway Talkin Listening To "Stadium Arcadium" On 88.5. We Talked Aboot Soo Much Stuff. It Was Good To Get A Lot Of That Stuff Off Of Me Chest. Eric Showed Up And We Went Back To Playing Some B-Ball. After A While We Got Hungry So We Got Some Food And Had A Picnic In The Driveway. At Aboot 12 - 12:30 Eric Headed Home Cause He Had To Go To School The Next Day:P Ha Ha!

Aboot That Time We Were Driven Inside By The Scent Of A Skunk. We Played Some More Risk And Hung Out Til 1:30 When We Decided To Check Our Grades. No Good Acsis Down Til 3 AM So We Watched Sleepy Hollow Til Then. When We Checked Them Afterwards, Lauren Was Ecstatic! I Got What I Had Expected To Get. Oh Well Time To Find Something To Do Next Year:( So After That We Talked For Awhile Aboot Our Classes Figured Out Where Our Marks Came From And Steadily Got ore Tired. Started To Watch 'Love Actually' But Got Tired Around 5AM So I Retired To The Couch.

Got Up Aroud 2PM And Had Some Food And Lauren's Mom Drove Me To The Bus Station. I Was Goin Home And For Some Reason Jottin Down A Lot More Notes In My Notebook Than Usual...Im Sure I Looked Paranoid Or Schizo Or Something. Th Kicker Of The Whole Ride Was That Salad Hands Was On The 156 Again!

Then Had Work. It Was Kewl, Spent Most Of My Time Running Through Purchases At The Front Lanes. So Much So That All The Stuff I Was Doin Got Big-time Backed-Up. Today's Shift Is Prolly Got Be A Little Ticked At Ben And I. Oh Well! I've Gotten To Know Ben A Lot Better Over The Past few Weeks And Hes a Pretty Cool Guy. We Stopped By Second Cup After Work And Chatted Aboot The Girls Of Best Buy While waitin For Our Respective Busses.

I Guess Thats It Except That The Final Boss Ansem Of Kingdom Hearts Is Really Pissing Me Off!

Later Dayz!!
~*Cts-Akw*~
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Monday, May 8th, 2006
1:50 am - He Took Her Hand, She Broke His Heart...
How Yall Doin!?

So I Got Up, Showered, And Played Kingdom Hearts Until Ty Deathbra Came To Get Me. We Then Proceeded To Pick Up Jade, Followed By Kim. We Were Off To The Hershey Factory And We Got There In Record Time. It Was Great.

I Picked Up Soo Much Stuff. When I Was At The Cash, It Was Count Up The Stuff I Bought The Amount Was Goin Up Kinda Slowly At Like 4-5 Bux At A Time Then She Weighed The Almonds...Wham! 12 Bux Right There! Yeesh! So I Spend Like 40 Bux. It Was Good. On the Way Back We Stopped At Some Park And Went For A Little Walk. It Was Kewl. then Came Work.

So It Was "Prefered Customer Night" So Like Everything was At Least 10% Off. So Naturally The Store was Soo Incredibly...Dead! It Was So Dead I Spent My Time Up At Cash Hanging Out With Rich And Katie. And GUESS WHAT FOLKS!!!....I Wiffled Again...Like 3 Hours With Nothing To Do But Spend My Time Up With Rich And Katie. One Would Think With Soo Much Time With Katie, With Noone Around, At least THEN I Could Ask Her Out..But No. I Failed Again!

Then A Bunch Of Folks From Best Buy Headed Over To Montana's For A Surprise Party For Kris(the GM). It Was Kewl Hung Out With Folks, Chatted It Up. Watched Folks Around Me Get Drunk. It Got Kinda Out Of Hand. Everyone Kept Buying Kris Drinks. By The End He And Erin Were Totally Smashed. Erin Was Really Loud And Yelling And Kris Was Just Ranting And Talking Wacky. When I Left They Were Talkin Aboot Goin To The "Rippers". That's Somewhere I Doubt I'd Ever Wanna Go With My Co-Workers.

I Got Home At Aboot Midnight And Am Now Sitting Around, Eating Chocolate, Trying To Find Something To Watch On Tv.

Later Dayz
-Geoff

current mood: Relaxed But Freakin Out
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Thursday, May 4th, 2006
12:54 am - Secrets And Lies Get Trapped In The Eyes...
Sweet Jebus I Need To Post More Often!

Here Unfolds(In No Particular Order) My Past Few Weeks:
-Saw Teri's Show 'Blood Wedding'
-I Won 60 Bucks At The Casino!
-First Year is Over(Thank God!)
-Bought A New Sword
-FINALLY Got Bailey's E-mail And Chatted With Her
-Saw 'Thank You For Smoking'

You Know Your Life Needs Some Spice When You Spend 1 Hr Compiling THAT List And Spending 45 Mins Trying To Remember What Happened On What Days.

Ok So Here's Today: Let's Start With Geoff's Horoscope...

Today you could decide to be a bit daring with your love life, Geoff. If you have been interested in someone for a while, you could finally decide to make your move. You might flirt with them and let them know that you are attracted to them. Or you could invite them out for a nice dinner and woo them by candlelight. It's a good day to trust your instincts and to be bold!

One Would Think That Given A Beautiful Prediction Like That, I Would Take The Opportunity To Ask Katie Out To Coffee Yes? Unfortunately, The Wonderful Organization That Is Known As The "Scotiabank Of Canada", Decided That I Should Wait In Line For An Hour! Making Me Have To Rush Downtown To Meet Lisa. Daymn Banks! Oh Well, Wandered Around Rideau And Downtown Area, I Picked Up Some Buttons: A F11 One, A Fall Out Boy One, A Yin Yang One And A 'Evil Genius' One. After That We Met Lisa's Friend At Hurdman And Went To Play Pool. Twas Fun. Then We Headed To St. Laurent. We Got Some Second Cup, Flirted It Up With The Girl Behind The Desk and Then Left. Thats My Day!

I've Found A New Love...In Jack Johnson. I Borrowed 2 Cds From Laurens's And I Have Fallen In Love With That Guy. Am I Alone In My Jack Johnson Love?


...Ok People, I Need Some Advice Here...

Ok There's This Girl At Work Katie, Who's Really Cute, And I Have A Crush On. Im Not Sure, But I Think She Might Like Me Too...Here Begins My Sadness. Problem The First...She Was Recently Promoted To Operations Senior, And I've Been Told That Dating A Senior Is, And I Quote, "Very Sketchy", So Im Kinda Nervous. And My Second Problem Is Bailey...She's Also Cute And Is A Cool Person And, According To Angela, Is "Totally Crushing" On Me. BUT, She Lives Like 5 Hours Away And Only Spends the Summer And Occassional Weekends Here...And She's 16. Age Doesn't Bother Me, But Age Coupled With The Distance gets Tricky.

...And Now We See Why Geoff Needs HELP!! What The Shi-Hatzu Do I Do?! Any And All Advice Will Be Great!

Later Dayz!!
~*Cts-Akw*~

current mood: Being Driven Crazy By Life
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Friday, April 21st, 2006
9:51 am - You Were The Last Good Thing About This Part Of Town...
How can i keep doing this to myself? Why do i think that maybe this time will be different?

Tell me truth, tell me hard, tell me so it breaks my heart.

current mood: Never Better
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Sunday, January 15th, 2006
11:55 pm - I Live In The Here And Then...
I realize that my entries tend to be overly long winded so I will hence forth attempt to make my entries shorter and hopefully more to the point. ahh i remember back in the days of the posts upon which people still commented. lol. Those were the days.....

Cristmas was tres awesome por moi. I got meeself a noice dagger(replica of Lancelot's dagger), a rice maker and a ton of goodies, and to top it off a b-e-a-utiful leather jacket! Me Lurves it. I Just love christmas.

I think the next most memorable event was New Years at Lauren's. I was the only gonq kid grrrrrr at all of you... lol. When i first got there we watched Wax House. It was OK. Then we played some pool and then everyone else showed up. It was fun. I Have to say I've had more to drink at once before but it just knocked me out fast this time. lol i think it had something to do with lack of food and sleep but oh well. i conked out on a couch in lauren's living room at like 2 AM(wimpy...), I got up at like 10 and went downsairs and joined laurens "cuddle puddle of doom", lol. I "hooked up"(in a sense), with teri. It wasn't official then but in my eyes it has since become so. then i hitched a ride to place with teri and bussed home for family New Years dinner.

School started..booo!! But i kept my job at best buy!! yay!!!

Had teri over to my place for the night ahhh...2 Fridays ago now..? ya 2 fridays ago. and last fiday(2 days ago) I spent the night in her new place. i got up at 10:30...tres awesome. i was treated to coffee and a breakfasty sandwich at teri's cafe. then twas home for work...Booooo!

Today was a looong sleep in day and then dinner at the Bifteque(sp?) followed by my irst rehearsal as Hector Lopez, The Peurto Rican Handyman! Yay Theatre! My first role in a real play since i was like 14!

Oi suppose that's all for today. It's Time to sleep now b4 school.

Later Dayz!!!
~*Cts-Akw*~

current mood: Finally Truly Happy
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Friday, December 16th, 2005
4:48 am - The Words That Left The Hollow Echo
Sweet Jesus! Has It Really Been 2 Months Since I Posted! Holy Freakin Crap Have Been Crazy Busy...And Lazy! Well Well Well, What All Has Happened...

Hmm...Trials Done...Victories Won.

Got Kicked Out of The Collisseum For Picking Up Ashley LOL...Snuck Back In To See Saw II...A Good Movie. Not A Week Later Went To See It Again With Lisa. Went Out For Coffee Later And Escorted Her Home.

Umm...There Was A Party At Garrett's, There Was A Viewing Of Serenity...Oh! I Also Walked Out Of My First Movie In Theatre: A History Of Violence. Bad Movie. All I Have To Say Is...Why Viggo? Why?!

Then There Was Rent. A Truly Life-Changing Event. The Musical Was Awesome I Have To Say. The Movie Though... Wow Totally Rocked My World. I Cried Quite A Bit... Both Times I Saw It. First Was With A Ton Of Folk And The Other Was With The Ladies Rent-Head; Ash And Kels. Fun Both Times, And Told To Stop Singing...Both Times. Lol.

Oooooo...On The 22nd I Had My Interview For Best Buy Buy and...I Got The Job!!

Then There Was The Thrice/My Chemical Romance Concert. Thrice Was So Totally Wicked. MCR A New Band To My Ears Was Actually Pretty Good Too. The Drive Home Was Fun Too.

Ummm The First Of The Month Found Us With A Spare 3 Hours After Origins So We Went To Res To Watch Movies. All That Went With Movie Intentions Were Me, Tegan, Lauren, Jess And Kim. All That Watched Movies Were Me Tegan And Lauren. We Watched Rocky Horror First And Half Sang Along Whilst Cuddlin, Then We Watched Empire Records And Lauren And I Cuddled Through Like All Of It. Had To Run To Rehearsal So Dashed Off Into The Night!

My First Shift Was On The 5th Of December, Without Training, Way Weird But Still Fun. Everyone's Kewl. To Date I've Already Had Ash And Chris Stopped By, Jado Was In Too, Phil from Insight, Jill Connell!!, Brandon, Sibbit, Sang And Some Others. It's Been Tres Fun.

Then Last Saturday I Worked At 6 AM So I Just Stayed Up All Night And Then Worked Until 5 then Shipped Out To go See Laurens's. We Saw Chronicles Of Narnia At Slivercity. An Excellent Movie For Sure. Then We Went To Lauren's and Watched Some Clone High While I Like Fell Asleep On Her Shoulder. *Poor Little Geoffy Wore Himself Out*

Then Tuesday Lisa Came Over And We Watched Some Hilarious Flash Videos And Then Headed Off To Play Pool At Le Skratch. It Was Fun.

Nothing Else To Report Really. If I've Left Anything Out...Tell Me! Lol. Seeing As I Have To Work in 3.5 Hours I Should Try And Get Soooome Sleep. Lol. Good Night Lovelies!!

Later Dayz!
~*Cts-Akw*~

current mood: Not Tired But Dozy
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Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
3:52 am
Well Hellooo My Friends It's Beeen A Long Time Since I Posted Hasn't It? I Cant's Even Rememeber When Last I Posted So I Won't Go Back Too Far. 2 Weeks Should Do I Assume.

Well I Started Directing My First Scene 2 Weeks Ago. It's A Scene From A Play Called "The Collected Works Of Billy The Kid" By Michael Ondaatje. It Was Quite A Fun Scene And I Had Good Actors. It Was A Slow Process Due To A Large Monologue At The Start Of The Scene. The Sme Week That I Started This Scene Was The Peformance Of The Scene I Was Stage Managing. It Went Tres Well!

I Have To Say Though, Pych Class Sucks! So Far There's No Tie In To Thaetre At All, Soo Boring. No Notes Though So Meh. We Got Our Pych Group Project Topics Last Week. I'm In A group With Ashley And Tegan(Most Wondeful!!) and we're Doing Conversion Disorder. It Sounds Like An Interesting Affliction. I Also Got 97% On My Personal Introduction. Yay!

Long Story Short We're Into Last Week And Here's Where It Gets More Interesting. Well Monday Off Yay!! Tuesday Was Fun! I Got My First Play That I Get To Act In. Turns Out I'm A Wife Beating British Car Mechanic. What'd Ya Know? This Same Week The Scene I Directed Went Up. It Was Wicked, Soo Much Better Than I Had Expected.

After The Shows Thursday I Went To Food With Folks And Then Off To Chris's. After Aboot An Hour At Chris's Alex Called And We All Went Out. We Went To Comsos In Hull. Started Of With A Rum And Coke And Throughout The Next Hour Or So Had A Rye A Coke And Six Shots Of Liquid Cocaine And A Bit Of Dancing And Pool. Twas' Good. Bad Part Is I Found Out The Next Day That Kayla And Sparkle Got Even Drunker Than They Were And Made-Out. Much Jealousy Against All Those That Stayed And Saw It.

Friday Was Scott's Movemnet Class. The Suzuki This Day Wasn't Very Hard; Climbing A Mountain For 30 Minutes And Crawling In A Tunnel For 15 Minutes. Then After Class I Helped Chris Go To Ikea And Buy A Bed For His Place, It Looks Loike A Nice Bed Actually. Whe We Had Finished Loading It Into His Apartment And Taking Down His Old Bed Tegan Arrived With Katie And Lauren Ready To Go To The Movie. Ok So Domino Is An Ok Movie. It's A Movie That's 80% Art For Art's Sake(Which Is the Worst Kind) Really And It's Got A Lot Of Stupid Ass Twists. Antivoos, For The Last Half Hour Or So Tegan And I Held Hands:) Then At The End Credits I Turned Towards Her And She Was Like Roihgt There And Kissed Me. Lol:D Then We Chris Drove Us Home.

Then Saturday Noight I Went To Jon And Tracey's From Tara's Early Birthday And Markie's Send-Off. She Going To Work In Banff For 4 Months I Think. Lucky Freakin Child! When I Was Leaving I Saw Nick Coming Home So Talked To Him For A While. It Was Kewl. At Aboot 11 O'clock Tegan And Ash Called Wanted Me To Hang Out With Them. I Went And Met Them At Baseline. We Walked All To The House Of A Girl That Some Of The Guys Had Met The Day Before At A Club In Hull. She Had A Bunch Of People Over. It Was Fun And I Finally Got To See The Family Guy Movie. Then Afterwards Ash, Ryan, Tegan And Katie Walked Me Home Lol. A Good Day Overall.

Sunday Was Boring Except That Cause I Was Out Til Like 4 Saturday I Was Tired At Work And Slept For Like 4 Hours After Supper. And Now I Can't Sleep So I'm Up Doing Schoolwork And Watching Tv. I Gotta Stay Up All Night And All Day Tomorrow or I'll Never Get Back Into My Sleep Schedule.

So Here I Am 18, An Actor In Training, Almost Got A Girlfriend And Having The Time Of My Life.

Later Dayz Yall!!
~*Cts-Akw*~

current mood: Happy But Tired As Heck
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